Oh look my garden been paying me back in beauty ... while this morning was in lockdown waiting for GP to ring me....... thanks to my refugee for helping me today and giving me the nudge to keep going ... got up showered and went to surgery - Doctor will see me face to face on Monday and to bring all the hassle letters from DWP central government and local government..... we really do need to improve the pathway for women that have been abused and rebuilding their lives and also for us oldies over 60 with all this not permitted your state pension melarky....... but look at my flowers in the garden from all the healing myself - and working with the earth to heal and restore beauty in my life from the ugliness of the past hurts...... now I need to tidy this garden for the new season and pray that the London Borough of Hillingdon will put residents first as its motto with love care and compassion and NOT throw this old Lady out on the streets because this Tory government cannot get its acts together with love care and compassion.. No citizen should be knocked down for trying to rebuild their lives - they should be supported to achieve new life.....