Was sat alone so thought will nip over to my Yemeni neighbour .... love her kids and the youngest is growing so fast..... we have had a laugh in our part English part Arabic natter... with her eldest 7 yrs old son as UN interpreter when we lost in understanding a word hhhhhh.... but she is upset at my situation and makes a good point the other OAP's go off sunning themselves on a beach and get no hassle from council ..... I go to help Muslim brothers and sisters and now get all this crazy hassle..... it really does hurt me you know that all that I have been doing is not seen by the council as something to help me with not encapsulate me in bureaucratic red tape..... DWP starve me of funds and then I get hassle to pay bills with nothing to pay with...... what a carry on ... for a woman alone that could have been and should have been a woman of substance ...... zip zapping in the world to help hither and thither with no one needing to know just being a secret fairy godmother to all........... good time with my neighbour and loved the kids ..Pengu my cat was outside meowing for me bless.......oh Miss the womenfolk in the refugee camps..we have a good laugh together..... heart to heart........Still think a good idea for us to train up some in midwifery...... InshAllah with sabr (patience) all will work out ....